Your life will change fundamentally if you build up a living relationship with God. He is guaranteed to be always at your side. God’s promise: “I will not let you fall and will not leave you.” (Joshua 1:5). Turn to Jesus Christ, the resurrected one, and trust your life to Him: “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.” (John 3:16). Maybe the person who drew your attention to Deutschland-Begleiter.de can help you here.
In the Bible God calls on us to tell him our needs (e.g. Psalm 50:15). You can be sure that He will understand you and answer your prayer – even though the answer is sometimes different from what you expected.
If you’re already living with God, even small rituals or symbols can be a help in remembering His promises. For example, light a candle when you’re praying as a sign of God’s presence. Carry a small heart made of wood or clay/ceramic in your pocket. When you feel it in your hand, you’ll be reminded of God’s love for you. And start every day with a prayer of thanks.
In a Christian church you will find fellowship with other Christians. Together you can praise God and encourage each other to live with God.